Its
2 Days to Mid Year Exams
93 Days to Prelims
149 Days to Pre A Level Exams
&
*drum rolls*
177 DAYS TO ALEVELS!
Yeah,
in less than 200 days,
I will be sitting for the most awaited exams in my entire life.
As much as I can't wait to sit for them, I can't wait to GET OVER THEM.
As much as I love my JC, I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF IT AND MOVE ON IN MY LIFE.
And here's the biggest irony :
my JC life is the fastestttttttttttttt moving period in my life and YET the pain that I'm going through makes it the slowest and perhaps the most unbearable.
I have major plans and major back up plans for my after-jc life.
And yes, I can't wait to accomplish those ever endless and repetitive dreams I have had day and night.
Mentioning them would only make them less beautiful.
Making them come true would only add more value to the entire idea altogether.
Along the entire journey,
one thing that will be constantly changing : company. yeah,those friends.
But
one thing that will never change : Friends. ironically. but here's the catch : its' those best friends that I can count on ...no,not one hand but 2 hands! :D [Yeah, I am very lucky]
My biggest barrier will be my lack of tolerance for wastesd time. Time spent with people who talk no sense,make no sense and are full of NON-SENSE.Also, time and efforts spent on advising people who never heed it. They are the biggest ironies. Cos' they ASK for advice, only to NEVER heed it.
Which is why, I prefer not to be advised. I prefer to lead my life the way I want it. It's not about being self-centered. It's just about the best one who knows me can only be me. And I only take advise when I ask for it. Even then, I don't guarantee that I will folllow it. It might just influence my decisions.
Other than that, I hate it. I just hate it.
Nonetheless,
I just want to say that,
let me not live in the past.
let me not life in the future.
let me live,and make my present,the best present ever.
So 2 Days to MYEs.
I will be honest. I am not the best prepared. I am better prepared than CTs but not good enough for MYEs
It is definitely not putting my best foot forward.
Honestly, I just don't feel like. I want to, but I don't feel like. Maybe cos' I always look at the countdown to Prelims and Alevels and have overlooked minor exams like CTs and MYEs.
Having said that, I do respect the MOE system for having such exams. Cos they force me to feel the pressure and start studying. If I don't get such lil' wake-up calls, I would perhaps live in procrastination for life.
Nevertheless,
Good luck to all my fellow JC2 mates who are going through the agony with me.
Adios.
Ciao.
