As much as I love, respect and thank you all for being so sweet and caring towards me, specifically my health condition,
I would appreciate if all of you would STOP ASKING ME "HOW ARE YOU?".
cos' REALLY,
HOW DO YOU THINK I AM?
Just Get This Straight,
Every Single Day,
the pain in my knee is getting worse and worse.
I'm ALREADY ANNOYED ENOUGH.
So please, do me a favour, and don't ask me "how are you?" or tell me stuff like " just concentrate on your studies" etc etc.
Cos, seriously,
I HATE IT.
AND IT ANNOYS ME EVEN MORE.
JUST SHUT UP IF YOU HAVE NOTHING PRODUCTIVE TO SAY.
And don't be surprised If i don't reply back.
Just Get The hint that if she does, YOU WOULD BE HURT.
and I'm telling you, you really wouldn't want that.
So really, don't bother me with nonsense okay?
YOU CAN UNDERSTAND MY PAIN BUT NOTTTTTTTTT FEEEL ITTT.
SO JUST CO-OPERATE.
COS IT HURTS LIKE CRAZY.
YES, I AM CRYING AND CRYING COS OF IT.
YES, I'm DOING A MILLION TESTS. [of which, the most recent is : MRI]
YES, IT'S UNBEARABLE.
YES, I AM NO MORE THE LUCKIEST GIRL ALIVE ON EARTH.
YES, I AM HAVING EXTREME MOOD SWINGS.
YES, I AM FINDING IT HARD TO SWALLOW THAT I HAVE TO BE SO DEPENDENT ON PEOPLE.
YES, I WAS WHEELCHAIRED AROUND IN THE HOSPITAL COS I CANT WALK MUCH.
YES, THE MORE I WALK, THE MORE IT HURTS.
YES, IT'S A BAD TIME COS MY FINAL EXAMS ARE IN 12 DAYS.
YES, I RATHER BE ALONE THEN SPEAK TO PEOPLE.
YES, I DON'T FEEL LIKE LAUGHING AND SMILING AT JUST ABOUT EVERYONE.
YES, I AM TIRED.
So I humbly request ALL OF YOU,
STOP ASKING HOW ARE YOU.
STOP ASKING WHAT HAPPENED.
STOP ASKING WHAT DID THE DOC SAY
STOP ASKING DOES IT HURT
IN SHORT, STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS RELATED TO MY HEALTH.
I AM NOT DYING JUST YET OKAY?
WHEN I DO,
I'LL LET YOU KNOW.
And If you're a victim of my petty and irrational behaviour, I'm Sorry but I just can't help it. Be in my position and you will know why.
Thank You,
Isha Sharma.
4 comments:
nice thought's!!!!!!!!!
heyy, didnt know abt your knee. hope ya get better soon! :D
(faizal here btw)
you just hang in there awrite.
everything will be fine.
Vivek
dearest faizal and vivek, thank you(:
i love you all for being so understanding. i need this. and not stupid questions.
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